it's been three years since i found out
and i've been thinking of you almost every day for a week or two
and i've been missing you endlessly
maybe i'm exaggerating but
i am so, so sorry
i see you everywhere
i see you in my dreams
i see you in other people
and it's okay unless they are not strangers
sorry for making it all about myself again
i miss you
i miss you
i wish i could hold your hand and tell you everything and listen to you
you always were a champion at fucking up but this was more than that
you suck at being dead though, god, you fucking suck